questions

Two Questions

Readings for today: Genesis 3-5

The text asks two important questions of us today. Two questions that are worthy of prayer and reflection as we begin the new year. “Where are you?” and “Where is your brother?” Both of these questions are obviously rhetorical. It’s not like God can’t see Adam hiding in the bushes. It’s not like God doesn’t know Cain has killed his brother Abel. What God is doing in asking these questions is giving each of them a chance. A chance to confess. A chance to come clean. A chance to repent and restore their relationship with Him. Sadly, both Adam and Cain deflect. Adam hides because of his shame and then proceeds to blame his wife rather than take responsibility for his decision. Cain argues with God, claiming he is not responsible for his brother’s well-being. Both men are rightly judged and found wanting and yet both men find grace as well. Adam is given clothing to cover his nakedness. Cain is given a mark signifying God’s protection.

“Where are you?” Where is your heart? What is the state of your soul before God? What is the quality of your relationship with Him? Are you hiding in shame over what you have done? Have you willingly engaged in a lifestyle of sin? Are you doing all you can to avoid God in your life? If you were to meet God today and He were to ask you this question, how would you respond?

“Where is your brother?” Where is your sister? Where are the people God has placed in your life? What is the quality of your relationship with them? Do you understand your responsibility for them? Do you know you are your brother or sister’s keeper? Do you seek the good of those around you? Do you seek to serve those you love on a daily basis? Do you know their burdens and struggles and do you do all you can to help relieve them? Do you rejoice over them in success or do you allow envy to take root in your heart?

I think about these questions a lot. The first question drives me to prayer. Drives me to God’s Word on a daily basis. Drives me to worship with God’s people. I long to know God more. I long to meet God face to face. I long to understand more of who He is and what He’s all about and why He loves someone like me. I don’t want to hide from God. I don’t want to withhold any part of my life from God. I don’t want to live with shame over who I’ve been and what I’ve done. I want live authentically, openly, and transparently before Him.

The second question takes me outside of myself. It focuses my attention on others. My family. My friends. The church family I serve. The mission partners I am in relationship with. The people I know here in Parker and around the world that I love dearly. I am my brother and sister’s keeper. I cannot avoid this responsibility. I cannot shrink from this call. What does this look like in my life on a daily basis? It means waking up every morning and committing myself to serve my wife and children. It means intentionally setting aside time to connect with extended family and friends. It means being available for my church family. It means responding to friends I have around the world who are suffering in so many ways. It means listening well to those around me so I always know where they are physically, emotionally, and spiritually.

Where are you? Where is your brother or sister? Take some time today and talk to the Lord about these questions.

Readings for tomorrow: Genesis 6-7

Traps

Readings for today: Matthew 22:15-46, 23:1-39, Mark 12:13-44, Luke 20:19-47, 21:1-4, 13:31-35

Let me start by saying God welcomes honest, heart-felt questions. God loves nothing more than comforting His people when they come before Him confused and hurting. Struggling to understand. Trying to make sense of life and tragedy and suffering. He understands our doubts and fears. He can handle our anger and frustration. When we are honestly seeking Him. Honestly asking Him. Honestly and transparently and vulnerably bringing all our insecurities before Him, He gently gathers us in His arms and lets us know it will be okay. He is with us. He is here for us. He will never leave us or forsake us.

However, if we set out to test God. If we set out to put Him on the witness stand and demand He answer to our notions of right and wrong, good and evil. If we try to put Him on trial and require Him to conform to our standards of justice. If we doubt His goodness and holiness and righteousness. If we press Him and try to discredit Him. If we approach God, trying to trap Him as the religious leaders of Jesus’ day did, we are playing a very dangerous game. One that places our eternity at risk.

The religious rulers of the day had no interest in following Jesus. Their only aim was to discredit Him before the eyes of the people. They were seeking to trip Him up with their questions. They wanted to make a public spectacle of Him. Humiliate Him in the eyes of the people. Stamp out His ministry and movement and send Him back to Nazareth in disgrace. Their questions are designed to get Him in trouble politically – “Is it lawful to pay taxes to Caesar or not?” Their questions serve as impossible riddles – “A woman married seven times goes to heaven…whose wife will she be?” Their questions present logical impossibilities – “Which is the greatest commandment in the Law?” But Jesus is not limited to human understanding. His answers reveal a divine wisdom that silences those who would seek to destroy Him.

It’s sobering to say the least. And it forces us to engage in honest self-reflection. What lies at the heart of our questions? An honest desire to understand or a selfish desire to justify our actions? A tender insecurity for which we need God’s comfort or an arrogant desire to go our own way and do our own thing? A doubt or a fear that keeps us from experiencing the peace that passes all understanding or a sinful desire to cling to an idol in our lives?

Readings for tomorrow: Matthew 24-25, Mark 13, Luke 21:5-38