Readings for today: Psalms 108-109
Suffering is a universal human experience. I have sat with couples suffering over the loss of a child. Spouses suffering over the loss of the one they love. Families suffering from all kinds of abuse and dysfunction. People suffering from cancer or some other terminal disease. I have traveled the world and seen the suffering of drought and famine and disease and war firsthand. I have seen the devasting impact of drugs like khat on an entire population of people. I have listened to the stories of those who have been raped and beaten. I have prayed over those broken by the violence of this world. It’s heartbreaking and overwhelming and it’s easy to feel so helpless and hopeless in the face of it all.
King David was familiar with suffering. Anyone who can write these words knows suffering intimately. “For I am oppressed and needy, my heart beats violently within me. I am fading away like a shadow at the end of the day; I am shaken off like a locust. I am so starved my knees shake; I have turned into skin and bones. I am disdained by them. When they see me, they shake their heads.” (Psalms 109:22-25 NET) David has experienced a lot of suffering over the course of his life. Despite being called a “man after God’s own heart”, his life was not always up and to the right. He didn’t jump from spiritual mountaintop to spiritual mountaintop. Quite the opposite. He suffered early in his reign. He suffered in the middle of his reign. And here he is at the end of his reign…suffering. He lived on the run when he first was anointed. Fleeing the wrath of Saul. He was betrayed by one of his own sons who launched a rebellion to try to take the kingdom from him. His own sinful pride and lust for power cost him dearly on more than one occasion. David suffers from external forces outside his control and he suffers from internal forces - also outside his control - that exist inside his own heart.
Does any of this sound or feel familiar? It should. This is the story of our lives as well. We are all subject to the principalities and powers of this world. Political forces that pass laws and public policy that impact us on a daily basis. Cultural and social forces that push against all forms of godliness. Economic forces that rise and fall according to the whims of the free market. Global forces that affect supply chains and deny us access to some of the basic staples of life. Not only that, we all suffer from a sinful human nature. The passions and desires that fill our hearts are naturally oriented away from God. It’s why we seem so susceptible to violence, deceit, greed, and selfishness. We are a broken people in desperate need of grace.
David agrees. “Help me, O Lord my God! Because you re faithful to me, deliver me!…I will thank the Lord profusely, in the middle of the crowd I will praise Him, because He stands at the right hand of the needy, to deliver Him from those who threaten his life.” (Psalms 109:26, 30-31 NET) May we look to God in the midst of our suffering and trust Him to stand at our right hand in our hour of need.
Readings for tomorrow: 1 Chronicles 23-26