Readings for today: Habakkuk 1-3
God loves our questions. God is not afraid of our doubts and fears. He can handle our anger and frustration. Many times over the course of my life, I have found myself questioning God. Asking Him “why” over and over again. When those I love suffer. When those I care about struggle. When those I know work so hard to get ahead only to fall short. As a pastor, I’ve sat at the bedside of terminally ill children and prayed for healing. I’ve been called to scene of tragic accidents. I’ve been asked to preside over the funerals of those who died way too young, way too early, way too suddenly. I’ve also traveled the world and witnessed incredible suffering firsthand. Starvation. Disease. Injustice. Oppression. Persecution. Death. It’s overwhelming and I’ve cried out to God, “how long, O Lord?”
I love the book of Habakkuk for this very reason. The prophet is not afraid to complain to God. Not afraid to question God. Not afraid to confront God with the hardest questions. “How long, Lord, must I cry for help? But you do not listen! I call out to you, “Violence!” But you do not intervene! Why do you force me to witness injustice? Why do you put up with wrongdoing? Destruction and violence confront me; conflict is present Dan one must endure strife.” (Habakkuk 1:2-3 NET) Habakkuk looks at what’s happening all around him and he cannot understand how or why God would allow such things. Why would the rulers of His own people to engage in such wickedness? God is quick to answer. He will bring the Babylonians to Jerusalem’s gates as an act of judgment. The answer clearly doesn’t satisfy Habakkuk. He goes on. “Lord, you have been active from ancient times; my sovereign God, you are immortal. Lord, you have made them your instrument of judgment. Protector, you have appointed them as your instrument of judgment. You are too just to tolerate evil; you are unable to condone wrongdoing. So why do you put up with such treacherous people? Why do you say nothing when the wicked devour those more righteous than they are?” (Habakkuk 1:12-13 NET) These are hard questions. They are good questions. They are important questions. And the reason God answers Habakkuk’s questions is because he asks in faith. In fact, chapter two begins with the prophet acknowledging his willingness to wait for God’s answers. To watch and wait and remain at his station on the city wall until God brings the answer. God’s answer indeed comes though it is not easy to swallow. However, as hard as it is to digest, Habakkuk still places his trust in God. “I listened and my stomach churned; the sound made my lips quiver. My frame went limp, as if my bones were decaying, and I shook as I tried to walk. I long for the day of distress to come upon the people who attack us. When the fig tree does not bud, and there are no grapes on the vines; when the olive trees do not produce, and the fields yield no crops; when the sheep disappear from the pen, and there are no cattle in the stalls, I will rejoice because of the Lord; I will be happy because of the God who delivers me! The sovereign Lord is my source of strength.” (Habakkuk 3:16-19a NET)
Habakkuk sets a great example for us. In spite of everything he sees happening around him. In spite of all he feels and experiences. In spite of his questions and doubts and fears. He still trusts in the Lord. Even when things appear at their most bleak, he chooses to rejoice in God. It’s often been said that the Christian faith is not a religion but a relationship. The essence of any relationship is the ability to be honest and transparent with the other party. Unlike so many other gods in so many other religions, the God of the Bible invites us to be honest and transparent with Him. And if we will wait on Him in faith, He promises to give us answers as well.
Readings for tomorrow: Joel 1-3